February 2012
3 posts
January 2012
6 posts
My Mantra for 2012: Get it right this time around....
Opposites Attract
As much as I tried to pretend
And as much as I wish I were
I’m not ready for this intense type love
The shit has me stressed
I’m immersed and suffocated by your presence, never will it dissipate, become just an evanescence.
I…always…feel you.
Even when I’m feeling negative thoughts about us, when I just want to seal you, tape your fucking mouth shut
I...
soul searching. (unfinished of course).
SOUL SEARCHING
Maybe it’s because my mother always told me to follow my heart.
Only my heart pulls me in so many different directions
Impulsive selections
Logic-free choices
I don’t know how to use my mind to make rational decisions,
I silence the voices.
Keep my spending hand free and my wallet unzipped
Keep the skeletons in my closet locked away and of significance stripped
Keep my loving heart...
NEW PIECE!!!....finally.
December 2011
20 posts
Bullet.Proof.Sole: take the beauty of her mind.... →
thehypnotiq:
take the beauty of her mind.
value of her eyes
multiply it twice times the fiction and the lies of
stories shes been told
her intellect they scold.
underlined her flaws
shaked attention
they get bolder
epitomized a solider
bootslaced woved up
italcized her woes
now shes living seeking…
You’re undeniably warm, you’re cerulean,
You’re perfect in...
– Jason Mraz
Mixed Up Thoughts My mind is in 20 different...
because this shit has no definfition
doesn’t mean that it doesn’t have a meaning
doesn’t mean it’s not a strong feeling
doesn’t mean it can’t take control of my being.
emotions are powerful.
who has my insanity died for? My emotional stability has been masacred by your being. murder in the first degree
lets stay together forever in this heaven on...
"Even now I still feel that feeling, although...
November 2011
17 posts
I need to digest this truth serum but....I'm too...
I need to digest this truth serum but,
I was never equipped to handle the harsh realities of this world. I wasn’t made to receive brash information.
I’m stubborn.
Instead of viewing my flaws as flaws and attempting to correct them, I have this “that’s just the way I am attitude.”
Even if the way that I am causes damage to my own growth, ceases the ability for...
...
You are my
means to cope with the stress I deal with everyday
from the ways I hold in what I have to say
I want you to stay, replay the way you make me feel over…and over…and over again
You are my
safe place
you keep me comforted
all pain erased
all smiles uncased
You are my happiness
You are my right mind, my common sense
My right brain, my creative fix
You are my sex...
October 2011
46 posts
It's A Start
All the good girls fall for the idiots.
And none of the idiots really give a shit.
Take a million shots to her confidence
Leave her self-esteem in a pile of broken hearts and there lies a misfit relationship
She doesn’t know any better. She thinks that they fit together
She thinks that what she has to offer the world is of no use, so she stays mute.
Lets him intrude her thoughts and...